Kal eid ul azha poory josh o jazby k sath manaie ja rahee hai …iss waqt raat k 3:00 ho chuky hain aur neend meri aankhoun se kosoun door hai…tabiat kharab ha so dard ..dukh ..takleef sab ehsasaat gad mad ho rahy hain.. aur aankhoun se syal maada yani k aansu tawater se beh rahy hain..
Sochny k lea kuch nahee baki…k damagh mouf hai..aur mai apna qasoor dhoond rahee houn…pichly saal apia apny sath thee…ham tanha they lekin aik doosry ka sahara tha k acha waqt guzar raha tha.. lekin aaj wo nahee hai hamary beech… aaj us k bina pehli eid hai…ye eid b tanha hai werna us se pichli eids akely he guzri hn r jany aany waly kitny saal youheen tanha jalna ho ga.
Bohat choti see thee mai ..jab aik handsome se larky ko dekha tha ..k jis ne blue jeans and red check wali shirt zaib tan ki hoie thee…aur jo barry hee pyar se mery pass aa k bola tha ‘beta mai aap ka chacha houn’
‘Chacha’… ye lafz mery lea ajnabi tha lekin us pyare se choty se larky k lea dil ma aik ajeeb se kashish paida hoie thee …aur iss kefiyat ko mohabbat ka naam dea ja sakta hai. haan mujy apny chacha se ishq tha aur sary un logon se pyar k jo mery abu g k bhaie behan aur apny they…mery lea un sab ka khayal he khush kun tha…dil mai aik josh sa bhar jata …Dada abu…Phopo ..Chachoo…ye sab lafz mery lea naye they lekin bohat hee mohabbat bhary b…
Kuch qismat ka likha hee aisa tha k us pyare se chacha se poori zindagee mai sirf 4 mulaqatain hoien aur sab ma hee aik tashnagi reh gayee…bohat sa waqt us pyare se insaan k sath ghuzarny ka g chahta lekin hamesha hee kasak see dil mai reh jatee…
Mery exams ho rahy thy aur mai parhny k bajaye apny chacha k aany ki duaien kea karti …aur phir aik roz ALLAH ne meri sun lee aur darwaza khatka aur mery kholny pe mujy apni aankhoun pe yaqeen nahee aya ..g haan samny blue jeans and lemon colour ki shirt mai mery favourite chacha khary they….wakaie dil ko dil se rah hotee hai …aur jab shidat e dil se dua mangi jaye to sari ruqawatain khud bakhood baraf k pani ki manand phigal ke rasta bana deti hain.
Ham bohat khush hoie they …ye lamha hamary lea bohat hee qeemti tha…ham ne apny chacha ko ghera huwa tha aur g chah raha tha k apny sary school k qissy r batain aik sath hee unk gosh o gawar kar dea jaien. wo b bohat khush lag rahy they…
patta nahee hamari paidaish se pehly dada jan aur abu g k darmian kia talkhian hoien k sari zindagee fasly hee rahy..lekin hamary diloun mai waladain ne dadial k lea pyar pyar aur bas pyar hee bhara…yei waja thee k aaj b ham nahee janty k what was the actual reason .
Khair ma bata rahee thee k chacha ne thori deir hamary sath guzarny k baad jany ki nakhushgawar khaber sunaie k jo bardasht nahee ho rahee thee…bas nahee chal raha tha k apny iss pyare se chacha ko hamesha k lea apny pass rok lein r kaheen na jany dein…
Us time chalty waqt mery chacha ne mujh se promise kea tha k” beta abi mai nahee ruk sakta…lekin haan jab aap ka apna ghar ho ga to mai aap k pass ziada dinoun k lea aya karounga…”
Mai ab b chacha k aany ki duaien kea karti…ham teeno behnaien bas chacha ki hee batain kr k khush hoteen…phir aik raat mai ne khawab mai apny chacha ko dekha k jo mery pass aye aur kaha ‘beta mai ja raha houn…mery poochny pe bataya k ma bohat door jar aha houn ma unko rokny ki koshish karty karty rony lagi k aankh khul gayee aur mai haqeeqatan ro rahee thee..
Phir agly he roz kisi ne aik Dildoz khaber sunaie k ‘boby ‘ Canada chala gaya hai….ye khaber bohat dil dhukhany wali thee…chacha itny door chaly gaye they … hamary ghar mai uddasi cha gayee….mai ne khud apny abu g ko chup chup k roty dekha…aur phir jald hee abu g ham se b moun mour gaye );
Apny chacha se ishq hee aisa tha k tv pe koi hero aata to wo chachu jesa lagta gharz zindagee ma jo koi b acha lagta us me kuch na kuch shabahat chacha ke hotee…aur mai ne poetry ka aghaz b apny chacha ke hee mohabbat ma aa k kea tha…haan hamary chacha hamary ideal n favourite they.
Aur aaj 14 /15 saal baad jab k mai houn aur mera ghar hai lekin mery chacha ne apna wada bhula dea k ‘beta abi mai nahee ruk sakta…lekin haan jab aap ka apna ghar ho ga to mai aap k pass ziada dinoun k lea aya karounga…”);
Mai pichly saal tak aik choti bachi thee …k jisko dunia ka nahee pata tha ..rastoun ka nahee patta tha…k khabi api ne kuch karny hee na dea sari zimendari us se bakhoobi anjam dee aur hamein maan r baap ban k pala…halank she was too young. Mai do daffa yateem hoi houn..aur yateemi ka dard wo he samajh sakta hai k jo khud bachpan se maan ki mamta ko khony ka dard mehsoos kar chukka ho…
Mera bohat dil tha k mai apny chacha se phopo se dil ki baatain karoungee k kafi arsy se dil pe ghubaar hai…ma apni behan k youn achanak chaly jany pe khul k nahee ro sake k meri dunia andheir ho gayee thee aur paoun k tally se zameen nikl gayee thee…
Mai ne bohat see batain karni hain chachou …phopo ….ham aap se bohat mohabbat karty hain… aaj mai aap sab se un sab qasooroun ki moafi mangti houn k jo jany anjany mai mery parents aur ham se hoey….
Mai nahee janti k kitni sansain baqi hain…lekin itna janti houn k waqt kam hai…
(i was expecting k aap aayen gy aur poochain gy bachy dar to nahee lagta ...kesy manage karti ho...kesi guzar rahee hai.....);
Chachou …phopo I need your shoulder …I want to cry …I hv a lot to share….
Plz forgive me
Honey
Sochny k lea kuch nahee baki…k damagh mouf hai..aur mai apna qasoor dhoond rahee houn…pichly saal apia apny sath thee…ham tanha they lekin aik doosry ka sahara tha k acha waqt guzar raha tha.. lekin aaj wo nahee hai hamary beech… aaj us k bina pehli eid hai…ye eid b tanha hai werna us se pichli eids akely he guzri hn r jany aany waly kitny saal youheen tanha jalna ho ga.
Bohat choti see thee mai ..jab aik handsome se larky ko dekha tha ..k jis ne blue jeans and red check wali shirt zaib tan ki hoie thee…aur jo barry hee pyar se mery pass aa k bola tha ‘beta mai aap ka chacha houn’
‘Chacha’… ye lafz mery lea ajnabi tha lekin us pyare se choty se larky k lea dil ma aik ajeeb se kashish paida hoie thee …aur iss kefiyat ko mohabbat ka naam dea ja sakta hai. haan mujy apny chacha se ishq tha aur sary un logon se pyar k jo mery abu g k bhaie behan aur apny they…mery lea un sab ka khayal he khush kun tha…dil mai aik josh sa bhar jata …Dada abu…Phopo ..Chachoo…ye sab lafz mery lea naye they lekin bohat hee mohabbat bhary b…
Kuch qismat ka likha hee aisa tha k us pyare se chacha se poori zindagee mai sirf 4 mulaqatain hoien aur sab ma hee aik tashnagi reh gayee…bohat sa waqt us pyare se insaan k sath ghuzarny ka g chahta lekin hamesha hee kasak see dil mai reh jatee…
Mery exams ho rahy thy aur mai parhny k bajaye apny chacha k aany ki duaien kea karti …aur phir aik roz ALLAH ne meri sun lee aur darwaza khatka aur mery kholny pe mujy apni aankhoun pe yaqeen nahee aya ..g haan samny blue jeans and lemon colour ki shirt mai mery favourite chacha khary they….wakaie dil ko dil se rah hotee hai …aur jab shidat e dil se dua mangi jaye to sari ruqawatain khud bakhood baraf k pani ki manand phigal ke rasta bana deti hain.
Ham bohat khush hoie they …ye lamha hamary lea bohat hee qeemti tha…ham ne apny chacha ko ghera huwa tha aur g chah raha tha k apny sary school k qissy r batain aik sath hee unk gosh o gawar kar dea jaien. wo b bohat khush lag rahy they…
patta nahee hamari paidaish se pehly dada jan aur abu g k darmian kia talkhian hoien k sari zindagee fasly hee rahy..lekin hamary diloun mai waladain ne dadial k lea pyar pyar aur bas pyar hee bhara…yei waja thee k aaj b ham nahee janty k what was the actual reason .
Khair ma bata rahee thee k chacha ne thori deir hamary sath guzarny k baad jany ki nakhushgawar khaber sunaie k jo bardasht nahee ho rahee thee…bas nahee chal raha tha k apny iss pyare se chacha ko hamesha k lea apny pass rok lein r kaheen na jany dein…
Us time chalty waqt mery chacha ne mujh se promise kea tha k” beta abi mai nahee ruk sakta…lekin haan jab aap ka apna ghar ho ga to mai aap k pass ziada dinoun k lea aya karounga…”
Mai ab b chacha k aany ki duaien kea karti…ham teeno behnaien bas chacha ki hee batain kr k khush hoteen…phir aik raat mai ne khawab mai apny chacha ko dekha k jo mery pass aye aur kaha ‘beta mai ja raha houn…mery poochny pe bataya k ma bohat door jar aha houn ma unko rokny ki koshish karty karty rony lagi k aankh khul gayee aur mai haqeeqatan ro rahee thee..
Phir agly he roz kisi ne aik Dildoz khaber sunaie k ‘boby ‘ Canada chala gaya hai….ye khaber bohat dil dhukhany wali thee…chacha itny door chaly gaye they … hamary ghar mai uddasi cha gayee….mai ne khud apny abu g ko chup chup k roty dekha…aur phir jald hee abu g ham se b moun mour gaye );
Apny chacha se ishq hee aisa tha k tv pe koi hero aata to wo chachu jesa lagta gharz zindagee ma jo koi b acha lagta us me kuch na kuch shabahat chacha ke hotee…aur mai ne poetry ka aghaz b apny chacha ke hee mohabbat ma aa k kea tha…haan hamary chacha hamary ideal n favourite they.
Aur aaj 14 /15 saal baad jab k mai houn aur mera ghar hai lekin mery chacha ne apna wada bhula dea k ‘beta abi mai nahee ruk sakta…lekin haan jab aap ka apna ghar ho ga to mai aap k pass ziada dinoun k lea aya karounga…”);
Mai pichly saal tak aik choti bachi thee …k jisko dunia ka nahee pata tha ..rastoun ka nahee patta tha…k khabi api ne kuch karny hee na dea sari zimendari us se bakhoobi anjam dee aur hamein maan r baap ban k pala…halank she was too young. Mai do daffa yateem hoi houn..aur yateemi ka dard wo he samajh sakta hai k jo khud bachpan se maan ki mamta ko khony ka dard mehsoos kar chukka ho…
Mera bohat dil tha k mai apny chacha se phopo se dil ki baatain karoungee k kafi arsy se dil pe ghubaar hai…ma apni behan k youn achanak chaly jany pe khul k nahee ro sake k meri dunia andheir ho gayee thee aur paoun k tally se zameen nikl gayee thee…
Mai ne bohat see batain karni hain chachou …phopo ….ham aap se bohat mohabbat karty hain… aaj mai aap sab se un sab qasooroun ki moafi mangti houn k jo jany anjany mai mery parents aur ham se hoey….
Mai nahee janti k kitni sansain baqi hain…lekin itna janti houn k waqt kam hai…
(i was expecting k aap aayen gy aur poochain gy bachy dar to nahee lagta ...kesy manage karti ho...kesi guzar rahee hai.....);
Chachou …phopo I need your shoulder …I want to cry …I hv a lot to share….
Plz forgive me
Honey
